Without goals, and plans to reach them, you are like a ship that has set sail with no destination. There are always two ways of spreading light: to be the candle or the mirror that reflects it. How soon will you realise that the only thing you do not have is the direct experience that there is nothing you need that you do not have?
A cloud does not know why it moves in just such a direction and at such a speed, it feels an impulsion, this is the place to go now. But the sky knows the reasons and the patterns behind the clouds, and you will know, too, when you lift yourself high enough to see beyond horizons. Who looks outside, dreams who looks inside, awakes. The rung of a ladder was never meant to rest upon, but only to hold a mans foot long enough to enable him to put the other somewhat higher.
Some people are always grumbling because roses have thorns. I am thankful thorns have roses People often say that this or that person has not yet found himself. But the self is not something one finds, it is something one creates. I have a simply philosophy. Fill what is empty. Empty what is full. Scratch where it itches
You have to believe in yourself. How soon will you realise that the only thing you do not have is the direct experience that there is nothing you need that you do not have? You must be the change you want to see in the world.